Showing posts with label family break up. Show all posts
Showing posts with label family break up. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

complicated


they said being in love is such a wonderful experience and i am a living proof of it. i give and had loved but lost it, not just once or twice.

after some time, im taking my chances again with someone that comes along my way i thought, he is the one im waiting for...will this happiness im feeling few days ago will suddenly fade away AGAIN??!!!

our schedule didnt match to one another, im doing a way for it but i guess he cant make it with it...and now, he must be frustrated coz he really want us to meet and yet im under circumstances that i have to follow and obey.. im torn! and i dont know what to do?


a friend once asked me why do happy moments never last? and i said i dont know coz even me im searching for an answer for it and now do i need to ask it again??


they said never use your eyes to cry for someone but instead use it to find again...but can i ask again?? how can you do that if tears keep on flowing on your cheek???

i always hold to one thing that "I have to take the good out of the bad, be happy even when im sad..." but how can i now??!!! now, that i might lose AGAIN the one that makes me smile..