jUsT BiT wOnDeRiNg....

i hadnt sleep well last night maybe bacause its already summer time here and its really hot..

and now, after work i felt so tired. i planned to sleep early but i cant sleep, im not just tired physically but i guess emotionally too. im feeling something deep inside within which is i cant even categorize. i dont want this kind of feeling but im feeling it right now...

what should i do??!! a friend told me just have a deep breathing and relax your mind and your body tomorrow everything will be on its right place and youll feel much better. i had read bo sanchez blog before i write this blog of mine and it was entitled SIGH...

when things dont go our way its just either (1) blame God with so much anger or (2) sigh and surrender to Him... Lord, help me see those things that you want me to realize and let me accept the fact that not all i wanted will be given to me unless its Your will. Amen!

bLoOd tYpE

actually i didnt know whats my blood type not unless when i had my medical before going here. and the nurse asked me do you know your blood type and i said no. and he said its A!

thanks to him, i knew what it is now but here in japan i didnt know that the basis of ones characteristics is through their blood type. being new in the company you need to miggle with other co-workers asking how old are you, what interest you most, what kind of country you came from, how do you find the country etc. etc. and i asked her whats your hobby and then she said, to my surprise its donating blood! theres nothing wrong with it but what amazed me is that its not usual. and then she asked me whats your blood type? AHHHHHH!!!!! will she going to ask me to give some blood too???!!!!(i asked myself) though bit nervous i said its A. she never asked me to give some but i asked her why did you asked me and then she replied because it has meaning here! and that reply makes me more surprised! heres some meaning of it, just check it out and find if its kinda true. enjoy!


TYPE A:

Positive traits : perfectionist, orderly, detail-oriented, industrious, idealistic, soft-spoken and careful

Negative traits: picky, selfish, secretive, pessimistic, inflexible and reckless when drunk

Suitable Careers: accountant, librarian, economist, novelist, computer prograrmmer, gossip and columnist


TYPE B:

Positive traints: flexible, passionate, creative, unconventional and have excellent concentration.

Negative traits: unpredictable, indiscreet, lazy, impatient and overbearing

Suitable career: cook, hair dresser, military leader, talk show host, journalist and golfer

TYPE AB:

Positive traits: supposed to be natural leaders, great organizers, diplomatic, rational and imaginative.

Negative traits; unforgiving, playboy, easily offended, too conservative, nitpicker, and hard to know.

Suitable career: bartender, attorney, teacher, sales representative, social worker and witch

TYPE O:

Positive traits: powerful leaders, goal-oriented, enthusiastic, optimistic and good at business

Negative traits: status seeking, jealous, greedy, unreliable, obsessive lover, cant shut up

Suitable career: banker, politician leader, gambler, minister leader, investment broker and baseball player

so whats your blood type now? does this meaning above is true? now if someone will ask me what is your blood type i always say what do you think? and they replied its like an O but they are wrong for me it seems that its not the basis to determine ones characteristic.. have a great day everyone!

LoVe ExPiRaTiOn??!!!

she is just a simple girl, with a simple dream and simple life. one day, someone came along, she didnt expect that this guy will be the center of her life from then on. he is an intelligent guy, graduated from a reputable university, a degree holder. he is not his dream boy though she knew this fact still she fell in love and gave it a try. BUT, he is also the one who hurt her the most.

heres the story:

she is inlove with this boy and thought this boy also love her, one summer she found out that this boy is inlove with her friend who already have a boyfriend. though she knew this fact still she gave a try to know each other more and who knows they might work it out. their friends thought everything was fine, like its an ideal relationship but one day to our surprised they broke up and this girl is really confuse right now and wondering is she really been loved or its just that she is just a trial and error relationship??!!!! this questions are lingering to her mind and she wants to know the answer.

this boy asked her. " do you see me five years from now?" and she abruptly said "YES" coz she knew deep within her heart that she want to spend the rest of her life with this man and then she threw back the same question to him and to her surprise this is what he said " what kind of question is that? i cant even see you now how much more five years from now?" and then the boy asked her again, "why do you love me?" though she is really hurting inside she said "she said ilove you because i love you" and the boy said its not a guarantee for a long and lasting relationship coz feelings may gone and fade away..

the girl initated the breakup coz she knew the fact that she is not the girl he is dreaming of and he is so brutally frank saying those things with her..they broke up and she is deeply wounded!

as i heard their story, i even asked myself if you love someone do you need to have a reason why you love that someone?? coz as far as i know, if you love someone, youll love him/her in his/her best and worst...now a days, is there really what they called "love expiration???" wherein, its so easy to get into a relationship where there is no enough love and not even sure? and when your not happy with the that such game...youll just wanna quit and say feeling is not enough for a long and lasting relationship. if thats the case then, what is basis now for loving someone else?

losing end...

im not a love expert. coz if i am, for sure i have a wonderful girl and boy relationship but sad to say i dont have. coz im only human who have her own shortcomings and weaknesses...

a friend of mine is now in her dilemna. she loves the guy and in return the guy loves her too. but they both know that there are people who will be hurt if they will continue what they had. she chose to follow whats the right thing to do but she is dying inside.

an old folk said "follow your heart it will never lead you wrong" but, to my friend's case will it be suitable? if her heart is torn into two.　(1) follow what she wants and be happy but there are lots of people whom they will hurt. or (2) be sad now and learn how to forget the love she once had even though she is torn into pieces?

love is not just a simple four letter word it has many meanings and when you feel it all kinds of emotions are there. i dont have a smooth sailing relationship but im asking God to give us understanding in times of doubts, strenght in times of giving up, and most of all love when we're losing the reason to stay.

virginity

is this word still exist or still there is someone who believes on it except to me??? what i mean to the word VIRGIN..

everyone has its own perception towards the word itself, or how will they took care of it.. and i respect everyones opinion towards it, as i expect them to respect mine.. i believe it will be the best gift they could ever give to their soon to be husband...im not saying im a saint but im keep on praying to God to keep me away from temptation, not to give it away even to the one i love without the blessing of marriage.

for me its not just as simple as the word sex. "its love making that equals to sacredness". it should be done by those people who are inlove and who are married. but as what i have said earlier im not condemning other people who done it or who is doing it or the one who is willing to give it away ill repeat again we have our own beliefs and perception in life all we have to do is to respect one another..


but this man, really makes my blood run fast through my veins!! if you dont have any other way to convince me to go with the flow with you, if your trying to blackmail me emotionally im sorry it wont work on me..


can i leave question? " who do you think need security of ones safeness?? is it the girl or the boy?"

and to this boy, i would just like to say something!! if your just looking for fun dont make fun out of me find somebody else who is more than willing to do those things with you..dont make a fool out of me! you told me you love me. i hate to say this but is this the only meaning of the word love to you???!!! maybe you might be mistaken, and one more thing "dont say you love someone when you dont really do".

complicated

they said being in love is such a wonderful experience and i am a living proof of it. i give and had loved but lost it, not just once or twice.

after some time, im taking my chances again with someone that comes along my way i thought, he is the one im waiting for...will this happiness im feeling few days ago will suddenly fade away AGAIN??!!!

our schedule didnt match to one another, im doing a way for it but i guess he cant make it with it...and now, he must be frustrated coz he really want us to meet and yet im under circumstances that i have to follow and obey.. im torn! and i dont know what to do?


a friend once asked me why do happy moments never last? and i said i dont know coz even me im searching for an answer for it and now do i need to ask it again??


they said never use your eyes to cry for someone but instead use it to find again...but can i ask again?? how can you do that if tears keep on flowing on your cheek???

i always hold to one thing that "I have to take the good out of the bad, be happy even when im sad..." but how can i now??!!! now, that i might lose AGAIN the one that makes me smile..

jogging good for the heart...

im a person who seldom do workouts, coz i dont know any ball sports i just knew badminton and dont have enough time for it i can do it only on weekends but its really rare since im working bit busy...


yesterday, a friend of mine asked me to go out with them and do some jogging at the park. and i said yes. ( its just been once in a while as i said to myself and its also a way of bonding with them since im working on the night shift we seldom see each other) .

honestly speaking, its my first time to do jogging, i got tired ofcourse. inspite of it, i told her to invite me again if she wants to run again. i liked what i felt afterwards, lots of perspiration but its worthy because my asset (which is my fats are burned out) lolz


so, why dont we do the run? we will just lose the fats in our belly but we will have lots of benefits out of it!


enjoy and have fun running my friends

life being single

i read this article way back then and shared it with a friend..one late night while im still online on my yahoo messenger he buzzed me and told me he wants to ask something and then i said what it is? and to my surprised he asked me if he really looks like a playboy?


wwwhhhhaaatttttt??!!!!! at the middle of the night youll ask me that kind of question? what happened? anything wrong? ------ instead of answering his question i just threw more questions... he doesnt have a gf and its been so long since the last time he was on a relationship...in short he is still single like me..


at the end of the conversation i asked him again " are you happy being single?" he keeps on typing and typing and typing but the end of it he couldnt even hit the enter button so that i could read what he had written and after a while he told me he cant even type what he really feel...to my assumption he is not happy being single..thats why i shared this article to him actually im not the one who wrote it i just READ it too and i would like to share it with you guys....



and by the way im SINGLE too (^_^)..hope youll enjoy reading!



para sa mga taong parang gumuguho ang mundo pag single..

ang buhay single..
Bakit ba tuwing may "get2geder"
ang mga tao,mapa-family reunion man orsimpleng barkada gimik,
ang unang tanong sayo ay"May girlfriend ka ba?"

at bago ka pa maka-sagot ay maririnig mo namanang
"Bakett walaaaaaa??!"Hayyy, kelangan ba talagang may bitbit kanggurl samga occasions na ito?

Pano kung wala talaga? Alanganamang maki-usap pa ako samga "close" gal friends kopara mag-panggap na "kami"?!

Di naman ata tama yun, dee-bah?
How I wish na sana mas maintindihan ng mga taona sa mga panahon ngayon ay"accepted" na sa society na MEDYO made-delayang pag-iisang dibdib ng mga kalalakihan..

especially guys like mewho want to get into so many thingsall at the same time.
I also wish that people would understand that
OKAY LANG AKO and the rest ofTHE SAMAHANG MALAMIG ANG PASKO...
Valentines day..Birthday..etc.I mean, we do get lonely once in a while..

naiingit din dun sa may mga LOVELIFE...paminsan-minsan?
kung minsan naman ay nagmumuni sa mgapast kilig moments?
but these lonely momentsdo not and will notmake our "world" stop...I

sipin nyo nalang, na kung wala kaming mga singlefriends nyo,
eh di wala kayong paghihingaan ng sama ng loobtuwing nag-aaway kayo ng boylet or girlet nyo?

wala rin kayong "instant date"kung sakaling nangailangan kayo?...wala rin kayong mahihila sa mall para maghanap ng magandang regalofor your better-half pag xmas...
o kaya pag bday nya?at ang pinaka-mahalaga sa lahat,
wala kayong KAKAMPIif things between you and your labidabsdon't work out.

Marami naman sa aming mga singles ay nakaranas na rin na "ma-in-love"..yun nga lang,
obvious ba??????????it all didn't work out!Pero di naman kami "bitter" o galit sa mundo?

and totoo nga nyan eh mas lumalalim ang kahulugan ng"love"para sa min.When you're all by yourself,there's more time to reflectandthink what you really want in life.

Mas naiisip mo kung ano ba talagaang makakapagbigay ng tunay na ligaya sayo...at mas naiisip mo kung panomatutupad ang lahat ng mga pangarap mo.

And while reflecting,we also get to imagine that we will,one day....
end up with someonewho will share those dreams with us.
Di naman sa nang-iinggit ako pero masaya rin ang buhay naming mga single...

Biruin mo we can go out with anybody,anytime..that is.
We can get into all kinds of things..like go to the gym regularly..
or get into all kinds of sports...or any "Self-enhancement" programs, etc...

Mejo tipid din ang buhay single kasi la naman kaming po-problemahin tuwingValentines day or Christmas?o diba ang saya?Sa palagay ko naman ay lahat tayo aymay karapatang sumaya ke single mano attached ka.

I guess may kanya-kanya lang tayong panahong lumigaya atDiyos lamang ang makapagsasabi...kung kelan nga dadatingand oras na yon.

So, para sa mga kasalukuyang "ATTACHED",I wish you all the luck and happiness.
Should there be any problems,don't forgetthat your SINGLE friendsare always here for you!!!!!


Sa mga "bagong SINGLES" naman,wag nang magmukmok!

Enjoy life....enjoy the single life!!!

There are a lot of things that you will still discover.At tandaan mo,

DI KA NAG-IISA!!!madami-dami tayo..hehehehe : )

At dun naman sa kapwa kong mga SINGLES?I hope that we are one in believing that we long for someoneNOT BECAUSE WE WANT TO BE HAPPY but we long forsomeone becausewe want to share our happiness withthat special personfor the rest of our lives....

why i made an account here??!!!

while im on my free time im surfing the net and then i found out a site and they feature about blogging and then i got interested on it...


i have a friend of mine who always told me to open that link coz its her blog..as a good friend (daw) i opened it with an excitement in my heart what is this all about and then i found out its their picture while doing their night shift at a call center... silly they are! taking pics of co - workers who is sleeping due to some reasons ( i hope you already knew what i mean) they are working at night...


im already working since i was in college. studying while working, i started when i was 18 and now its merely 8 years of working and still go on working, only this monday for the first time im working in a shift at first i was so nervous what should i bring at work? should i bring many coffee sachet so that everytime i feel sleepy ill make one and drink it? or should i just bring with me my coffee candy? what should i do if i feel sleepy at work??!!!! that goes through on my mind before that.. (please understand me, its my first time * wink*)


but at the end of it all, i prayed and asked God's guidance to help me out and beg Him to give me strenght and presence of mind while working. and again and again im asking His guidance again to make this blog site of mine a better one...



everyone is free and welcome here at my blog site...have a nice day everyone and im looking forward to work with you again guys.


Godbless